I literally have no idea of what to put here anymore.

I am lost, I must find my way now, because I am at that fork-in-the-road, the place where I must decide:
Left of right?




One Day, I will have something to write here.

21st May 2012

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Its all my fault.

Everything is my fault.

13th May 2012

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Oh GreenDay, how you mix nostalgia into my sadness so well..

God I want to go back to the 5th grade. It was so easy then, so fucking easy.


I hate humanity so much. I can’t stand people anymore. I want to isolate myself from everyone, now. 

Or maybe its just me. Maybe I should give up on having morals, or pride, or actually caring. That seems to be how everyone else gets by. 

I’m sick of everything I believe in making me into a minority. 

Caring is getting me nowhere. Why do i bother worrying about everyone when it seems like no one worries about me as well. 

Now I sound selfish I bet, but whatever. I already get stereotyped everyday. Whats the point of trying anymore.

I want to just keep hitting my head against this desk. Maybe then I can just not have to choose anything anymore.

I haven’t slept in two days. I cant seem to eat anything without feeling like im going to puke from all the stress. I can’t leave my room without being yelled at and/or hearing yelling.

I’ve cried more in the past 4 days than I have in my whole life. 

And all thats resulted is me getting stuck in this limbo of anger and sadness.

Now I’m listening to From the Inside by Linkin Park. Its matches my mood so well.

Can’t my parents stop acting like little kids and see they are tearing us all apart?

I can’t fake smiles much longer. nobody is trustworthy.

I’m losing the game here.

I’ll take everything from the inside and just throw it all away

Tension is building inside so steadily, everyone feels so far away from me, heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me, im trying not to break but im so tired of this deceit

Everytime i try to get back up on my feet….

24th April 2012

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Me at school

  • me: i hate all of you
  • me: stop screaming you saw your friend yesterday
  • me: holy fuck walk faster
  • me: get smarter idiot
  • me: maybe if i hit my head on my desk enough times ill die

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11th March 2012

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Flowchart of the Day: Oh, dogs. Don’t ever change.
[ihah.]


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thedailywhat:

Flowchart of the Day: Oh, dogs. Don’t ever change.

[ihah.]

Follow this blog, you will love it on your dashboard

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5th February 2012

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the-absolute-funniest-posts:

MY CHILDHOOD BEFORE I DISCOVERED THE INTERNET.

the-absolute-funniest-posts:

MY CHILDHOOD BEFORE I DISCOVERED THE INTERNET.

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4th February 2012

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Gamers: BE PREPARED! - by thehookshot
“The Right Equipment Could Save Your Extra Life!” Can you name the items from all 12 games? A mixture of old school and new school!
Available on RedBubble

insanelygaming:

Gamers: BE PREPARED! - by 

“The Right Equipment Could Save Your Extra Life!” Can you name the items from all 12 games? A mixture of old school and new school!

Available on RedBubble

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16th January 2012

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Could you have been more noticeable? 


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15th November 2011

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Its never ” Hey how did your day go?” or “How are you feeling?” anymore. Its just “How much homework do you have?”  or “Why didn’t you do better on that test?!” or “You’re not good enough.”

And why when i get something good, do i always screw myself over in the end? 

6th November 2011

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almost everyone

almost everyone

5th November 2011

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